I used to think that I was a failure because I was utterly incapable of being anything close to perfect, but lately I think I’m just fine. I do not have low self-esteem, although I used to – and the fact that I can show these silly moments speaks to a peace with myself that I didn’t always have. In part, it’s because of you guys that I feel this peace. That’s the simple truth.
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Sighs Aplenty / Petroleum & Plastic
I'm vaguely incoherent in this video (pain combined with six thousand Tylenols makes me sleepy) and covered in melted ice (that's what the spots on my shirt are; I'm not that messy), but here's the take-home: a few years ago, I got in a fairly bad motorcycle accident in Canada...
Speaking Of My LA Apartment…
Sort of like your first love, there's just something about your first apartment that stays with you.
Onassis Event / I Met Lady Gaga
Well, not really. But I met a very lovely impersonator!
A Surprise Guest / Bonjour, Butterflies!
Look who showed up just as we began the last shot of the day! I almost never get nervous in front of the camera anymore, but I have to admit: once I spotted Kendrick watching me on the monitor, a few butterflies made their way into my stomach :)
